Baby Fever

As if I don't have enough kids huh? Yes it is that time in my life again. I'm suffering from major baby fever! How? Isn't having 3 kids enough? I love my kids to death but I miss them falling asleep on my chest, looking at their little bodies and listening to them breath. I miss everything about them and especially being pregnant, feeling them squirm around in my tummy. I know that sounds wierd, but I do. I loved being pregnant even through the morning sickness, the sciatica, the restless legs syndrome and what ever else I have chosen to block out. I loved it!!! I will have to admit that all three of my pregnancies were very easy and enjoyable unlike a lot of other moms that I know. But sigh....the hubby got snipped and there is no way that he would ever go through with having a reversal done. No way in hell!

Good news though, my brother Cody and his wife Palmyra are having their first baby (due in Nov)! It's another boy of course; my poor mother is never going to have a grand daughter! So I guess I will have to settle on getting my baby fix from my nephew.

In the meantime I have a baby shower to prepare for. I guess making invitations and creating lists of food, decorations, games and whatever else us girls do at babyshowers will keep me from thinking about babies.

The sad thing is after really sitting down and thinking about having a baby, I realize that I want to grow up! We enjoy sleeping through the night and getting to go on date nights again or even a vacation if we wanted to. Yes I will definitly get my baby fix from elsewhere!!!